To Her; I just can't handle this. I miss talking to you all the time. I miss going for our walks. I miss your random humour. Laughing about each other. Parties with you. Our goony accents. Writing stories with you. Just everything we usually do together. Now it seems that we can no longer find any common ground.
I'm losing you and I knew it would happen as soon as you found out. That's why I waited so long to tell you. To me, it was like signing off on our friendship. That's what I hated. That the two of you somehow made a show of my life and put everything into categories.
Then the blames falls to me... Even though I had no intention of falling into the middle of your sardonic and sadistic love triangle.
To Him; I believe.. despite my recent attachment with you, that the two of you are most probably destined for each other. That your worlds will always intertwine, That I will not have the slightest chance of staying in your heart because, at the end of the day, she was your first love and your one and only. Just as you are for her.
You split up because you deny it and you try and hide your constant pulling sensation towards her. Which is undeniable. You are both drawn to each other. It is inevitable and unexplainable. Also, it is a pity.
I truly do love you both, in different ways. I just hate the thought of losing either of you in any shape or form. I hope I do not have to... Ta-rah...
Love CBC xxx
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