It is possible, quite possible, that I've made a very big mistake. That I've chosen the worst path visible. I wish my head would refrain from starting all this commotion with in me. I can not stand it.
I see two visible path that lay ahead of me now... but this is all under the illusion that the ball is still in my court. I may have misread everything and made myself far too important for any such choice. However, if the choice is mine it all comes down to 'should I stay or should I go?'
A question that has frequented many minds before me and will continue to corrupt minds long after I'm gone.
Well, last night resulted in an unraveling of sorts. A person that seems so gentle and sweet becomes the person that flirts with others and doesn't keep promises. The type that doesn't seem to care if you have got home safely. The guy I generally avoid and dislike.
Well, I think it may be time to talk to him. Face my Demon. My Demon that may actually turn out to be the 'dark haired, dark souled Demon' that I marked him as previously.
Ta-rah...Love CBC <3 xxx
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