Jar Of Hearts...

What am I doing? How did I become... this? The best friend of many people and yet, underneath the covers and behind closed doors I am a monster. A monster that seems to claim affection and keep it .. not wanting to continue with it, but dreading to lose it. I'm like a disease that creeps into the lives of people that are already cared about and loved. I'm like a ruin, beautiful to look at from afar, yet a terrible, crumbling mess from within - Yet, nobody gets close enough to see inside. Nobody sees me falter or break.

It's been a while since I was told of my best friends ex liking me. What have I done? Flirted with him. Accepted a date with him. Laughed and joked and hidden the connection from her.

I am; a monster.

I am; relentless.

I am; Failing.

I do not breathe your name,

Long enough to hold it dear,

I can not stay long enough,

To watch the mist clear,

If I get too close,

if you think I protest-eth too much,

Things are too dangerous,

You're close - close enough to touch.

I feel you closing in,

I've had an escape route from the start,

I'll be the one to say Goodbye,

But we'll both be with a broken heart.

By CBC (TM)

Ta-rah!

Love CBC ^^ xxxx